alcoholic?
haha...i've managed to stick at only 2 drinks for a mth alreadi! yes...to lots of ppl...it may seem to be dumb..but to me it's an achievement...for someone who had so much drinks one day tat she forgot how many valium she's had and almost died of overdose...it is an achievement...i guess staying totally free from alcohol is something i will not aim for...it's not only because i know i cannot do it...but because i still like the occasional taste of a kilkenny or a bombay tonic..well well..i do strongly believe that too much of ANY thing is bad...even if it's the best thing in the world..with the best intentions...which reminds me of my frens..i know u guys have the best intentions for my health and state of mind...but believe me...some issues can only be sorted out perosnally and with the interruptions from u...it'll make things worse..
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Dear Karen,
if I or we have sounded insensitive or intrusive, I apologise and ask you to forgive us/me. Sometimes, the best intentions can be acted out in the wrong way. But I do want to say this, cell group hasn't been the same without you. I myself missed your candour and the way you make people reflect on issues from different perspectives.
God brought us as a cell group together for a reason. You were there for a purpose and there was a purpose for your life to be in the cell group.
Honestly, I don't know how to make things better for you or anyone in the cell to want to be there on the weekly meetings. I'm so caught up at work that I don't pray enough for you guys or even manage to maintain contact. I hope to be able to care for you as a friend and cell mate but I don't know where to begin or even how. I need God, you and I need your prayers to be able to do that because I know I'm not very good with people relations or social interaction - I often feel shy and too scared to just go and talk to anybody but I'm trying.
I'm not going to try to make you do the follow-up. When you're ready and when I'm ready, give me a call and we'll take it from there. And if you feel that you would prefer someone else, I'm ok with that too as long as you feel comfortable. Take care, ok?
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