alcoholic?

haha...i've managed to stick at only 2 drinks for a mth alreadi! yes...to lots of ppl...it may seem to be dumb..but to me it's an achievement...for someone who had so much drinks one day tat she forgot how many valium she's had and almost died of overdose...it is an achievement...i guess staying totally free from alcohol is something i will not aim for...it's not only because i know i cannot do it...but because i still like the occasional taste of a kilkenny or a bombay tonic..well well..i do strongly believe that too much of ANY thing is bad...even if it's the best thing in the world..with the best intentions...which reminds me of my frens..i know u guys have the best intentions for my health and state of mind...but believe me...some issues can only be sorted out perosnally and with the interruptions from u...it'll make things worse..